Frustration

Posted: April 24, 2013 in Life, Uncategorized
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I know I KNOW….think positively and it’ll all happen….trust me…I am doing everything I possibly can for this to be true….

I’m annoyed with myself again….what is my go to “beat myself up” thing?….my body.  You guessed it.

Often times I find myself repeating this in my head, “You are NOT as fat as you imagine….in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before  you and how fabulous you really looked”…..it’s backwards but it’s from the song Everybody’s Free(to Wear Sunscreen).  Remember that?  No?

remember now?

Yeah.  I am just so annoyed that my clothes, despite my efforts to up the intensity of my workouts (I even managed to run 7 miles today – VERY slow – but still, I am at 22 miles on the week already), are still tight.  Like.  WTF.

I am just so frustrated with everything.

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Comments
  1. I’m liking this. Funny how understanding I can be toward your struggles, while beating myself up over my own. Keep it up K!

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